Sometimes Ignorance Rings True
My mood has been going up and down so far lately. Why God do I have to be a female teenager with raging hormones?! So much friggen drama. AHHHH! I just wanna scream and cry and jump for joy all at the same time.I think this post will have to be shorter than usual. It's 2:30am... I went to be at 4 last night/morning. I don't think I've stayed up that late in a looooong time. Maybe ever minus sleepovers.
Softball practice was less cold. Whew! Vicki's over. Yayness! I was going to go to Dream's tomorrow to rock out. But alas, that's dead. I guess I will continue doing absolutely nothing. My llama's gone away to Michigan. Bah humbug. Could this vacation get any worse? Yes. Yes Marci it can. It is. Worse by every breath I take. I really should pray for some guidance. I need a friend.
For the one who left me many years ago:
I miss you! My God I miss you. Where are you? No one will ever replace the friendship we had. I feel so lonely these days. I think back on all those nights I spent with you and your family. I wish I could go back there. I've never been so close to anyone as I was with you. I miss having a friend. A real friend. I will never forget that time in my life. I hope you feel the same and never forget me either. One of these days I'll stop by and visit you. I hope you remember me. Thank you for being you and making me just be me. I know you will probably never read this. I should probably hit the delete key. But maybe someday (soon) you will. I'm so confused and let down. I wish you were here with me. Then I wouldn't have to be so nutty by myself. We need to have a reunion. With the whole gang. I wonder sometimes if you've changed much. Maybe I'm the one who has changed. I doubt it. I know a few more big words but that's about the extent of my change. I miss you so bad. The funny thing is... you didn't go anywhere. Neither did I. What is stopping me? Who knows? I hope after high school and college, if we ever chance to meet again, we could be best friends again. We were best friends in 4th and 5th grade and then reunited in 8th and 9th. Was it fate? I guess we will see. "We'll see..."
This song is so pretty. It makes me cry. Switchfoot - You:
There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But its not me
Its you
Its you
Sometimes ignorance rings true
But hope is not in what I know
Its not in me
Its in you
Its in you
[chorus]
Its all I know
Its all I know
Its all I know
I find peace when I'm confused
And I find hope when I'm let down
Not in me, me
In you
Its in you
I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
But not in me, me
In you
In you
[chorus]
Its all I know
Its all I know
Its all I know
In you
In you
Its in you
In you
There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But its not me, me
Its you
posted by Marcy @ 1:53 AM
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