What's on the mind of a loserette?

Hypocritical Whinning

It's raining pretty hard out now, which is quite odd considering it's been chilly out lately. I'm totally stoked that it's finally Thanksgiving break. I've been really looking forward to a vacation from school. My academic performance has taken a steep drop and turn for the worst lately and my grades prove it. I've had it up to here. Way too much stress. I think way too much. I really do. But hey, I'm human. Let's contemplate the meaning of life. It's gotta have something to do with thinking right? If we don't think, then we are just animals. Ok I should stop thinking soon.

I wish other people would think a tad more. It would make my life a lot better. And that's one of my life's goals: to make someone's life better. I haven't decided exactly what is better but it's better than what it is I guess.

I wish people were a little more thoughtful. I try to be. I'm not quite sure if I've completely failed in this regard but I have made several attempts. I know it takes being a friend to have a friend but lately I've felt like I'm the only one being the friend. Why am I wasting my time making sacrifices if the other person just thanks me and then totally does nothing to help me out? One sided friendships... Woe is me.

Ok enough with the crap. Tomorrow is going to rock even more than today did. Oooh I love you sweet potatoes. You will totally make my week tomorrow. You've got my flip flops rocking, if you know what I mean. Hahaha. I can't wait to start the rituals tomorrow: wake up to the smell of cinnamon rolls and smoked turkey and watch the parade, It's a Wonderful Life, and Miracle on 32nd Street. Holidays rock. Any day with out high school rocks. Well maybe not. I'm not sure whether I like high school or not. I enjoy a lot of the people and the classes, but then again there are plenty of people and classes I don't care for. It's a toss up.

Yesterday Christine informed me that I now have a LiveJournal. I haven't really done anything to it yet but maybe I will. I don't know yet. I really do love my Blogger. But maybe I could dedicate my LiveJournal to the love of my life - squirrels. Speaking of, I thought it would be unfair for me to spend an entire day stuffing my face with sweet potatoes while my poor squirrelly friends starved and burried acorns, so I bought a huge five pound bag of sunflower seeds just for them! No birds allowed! We must give thanks and praise to our almighty squirelly friends for being so cute and devious.

My sister just barged in here and gave me a heart attack for the fourth time today! Ahhh! I'm going to kill her! Here's our coversation:

Mere: What do you call those thingies on a tree?
Me: Leaves?
Mere: On a Christmas tree?
Me: Those would be needles.
Mere: Thanks. I'm having an argument with someone about that. They said Christmas trees have leaves.
Me: Uhh sure. Next time tell me what kind of tree first.

Interesting huh? So at least now I know what my sister talks about at 2am every morning. You really should see her cell phone bills. Maybe I'll scan one one of theses days. Over a thousand minutes a month. Her longest call was 67 minutes. She averages about 250 calls a month. Isn't that nuts? She refuses to use our home phone. (Although that's because I like to eaves drop... Hey it's a blast. It really is.) Last time I went in her room she was talking to Mark. She wouldn't talk to me so I threatened to kill her computer. I alt-F4ed it. Needless to say she was pissed - mission accomplished.

That seems to be one of my many talents. Pissing people off. Why am I so good at it? Maybe it's because I've had so much practice on my sister. Maybe it's just me.

I feel like ranting. Let's talk about what's been pissing me off lately. For starters we can discuss LiveJornal and Xanga. Some people have absolutely nothing to write about and it really kills me. I may be boring but at least I throw in some humor (or I try). Some people literally give a complete synopsis of their entire day with no commentary whatsoever. Nap time. I'm sorry but it's true. They only write in it to be cool. Call me a hypocrite but I hope I don't put people to sleep. Hey I know I have repeat customers so I must be in business right? Now we can discuss or rather you can listen to me discuss, layouts. Horrible, disgusting, eye jerking, vomit inducing, stomach churning layouts. Hey mine's not the greatest but I've seen worse and several of them. How about grammer, spelling, and lack of imagination? Maybe I expect too much of LiveJournal/Xangaers. I'll admit I'm not perfect but I don't normal write like this:

yoyo houmies k pasa wut b up in da world? its gettin hott n hur holla if u b itchin 2 call. i woked up @ 3.30 n ated me sum appel jacks.

I'm not that bad. Am I? hehe. < / complaing like a baby > I can totally hear Stephen Nelder yelling at me in his Arnold impression: STOP WHINNING! Oh the good old days.

Ok time to go. Hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving because if you are lucky enough to have a computer with internet access to be reading this, then you have plenty to be thankful for. Thank you Lord for my DSL connection. Oh by the way, I reinstalled photoshop and Norton today! (Remember all those backflips I did when my computer decided to screw me over and f-ck up my life? I'm still in recovery...) So my new layout is coming soon! I swear! Any ideas or suggestions anyone? Peace to all and thanks to our Father.

posted by Marcy @ 1:56 AM