Disconnected Static
What is going on here? What am I doing? Who am I supposed to be? *sigh* Maybe vegging out let's my mind wander out of bounds a tad too far. But now that classes are done I think - oh just a few months and then back to learning. Woo. But what the heck do I do with my life in these next months? Make money, get a job. Yeah yeah. I just feel like whatever I do end up doing this summer will be a waste of time. But then I think - wait a sec, what do I do that's not a waste of time? What really matters? Certainly not the things I spend the most on. Maybe this summer I should reevaluate what I emphasize in my life. Get back on track with God. Stop wasting my time and figure out what I want to be. And who I want to be. Where I want to be. And who I want to be with. As for now I have no clue.So one exam down, four to go. Gahhhh! Today was so bleh. Economics is not my thing. Grrness. At least now I have two days to study and rest before the storm arrives on Thursday. Four exams, two days. x_x
I'm worried about my grades this semester. Really. Last semester I had no idea what to expect but at least I did most of my homework even though I didn't have to. This time I didn't do much. Stupid me. I think I'm gonna have to pay for it. Gosh this is gonna suck. I wish I had more motivation to work hard. Why am I so lazy?!
Enough with the thinking. Back to reality and it's materialistic obsessions. So latest loves include 24 and concerts. The other weekend I started watching season four of 24. I'd never seen it before, but now I'm obsessed!! Awesome show! Can't wait to watch more. All that tension and drama is so great to veg out to. I swear you've never seen a show with this many guns and cell phones. I love to watch it and quote it in random places like the dinner table and the walmart dressing rooms, but seriously I can't stand killing and guns and violence. GRR. Every time I see real guns I think - what in the world - it's only going to take away a human soul - a life that someone gave birth to and loved. Anyways : concerts!
I went to the FOB concert with Vickie last Thursday! Adriana finally showed her face and came to school for the first time in months. It's really sad that she doesn't have internet anymore. So anyways she and Yanay got tickets at the last minute but had nosebleed seats. That concert was amazing. It was uncomfortable at times. It was hot and sweaty and loud. I have reallllly sensitive ears that were in pain. And there were smokers that irritated my asthma and allergies. And annoying ten year olds running around. But that was the most fun I've had in a looong time! Holy cow! Concerts! Music! So much fun man... No place else I'd rather be spending a Thursday night. Seriously. Live music is so great! <333
The first band From First to Last was ok. I have a few of their songs. Nothing impressive. Hawthorne Heights was only a tad better. At least they looked deacent wearing white. Then came my loves, the All-American Rejects! Awesomeness! Everything I wanted and more. Mmmmm. And then Fall Out Boy! Freaking ROCKED! WOO! Their latest album was my album of the summer last summer. When I was at work it got me through the day. Just singing some of those catchy lyrics in my head. Good times. So much more fun to hear it live and dance around. When they played Dance, Dance everyone went insane! Definitely the highlight of the show despite the overplay on the radio and MTV.
Oh yes, I have a RAZR now!! w00t! My first flip phone! First camera phone! Sweeet! Took some pics at the concert but they didn't come out too well. I spent all of Sunday hacking it instead of studying for my economics exam. Silly me. But I'm happy that I uploaded my own wallpaper and JEW ringtone! I also changed the skin and added sudoku and kakuro - my latest obsessions as well. This phone is perfect for me. Lovelovelove.
Ok my mood at the beginning of this post was so bleh. But I feel so much better now thinking about the music and concerts I will be experiencing this summer. I think I might even subscribe to last.fm for a month. Mmmm I love new music.
posted by Marcy @ 10:43 PM
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