Falling for Fall Out Boy
I've been obsessively listening to Fall Out Boy for the past month. It's insane how much I'm addicted. At first I just like that one song "Sugar, We're Going Down". I didn't care much for the rest of CD, but now I like just about every single freaking song on there. The guitars are boring and the lyrics aren't exactly mom-approved if you know what I mean, but the melodies are truly AWESOME. Music at it's finest is what I would call the singing on this album.
College is ok so far. I'm pretty worn out. When will the weekend arrive?! Papers to write, books to read, math problems to do, and plenty of notes to study. Why didn't I just major in music? Besides computers that's all I ever do.
So... a super cute guy asked me "What are you doing this Friday?" I thought I was going to faint. He invited me to a party and I said yes. But I never got a chance to hear the when and where so I probably won't go. Besides, I have a boyfriend... We haven't talked in weeks. He's always so busy with high school and work. I don't know why we are dragging this out. And I don't know which will hurt worse, dumping or getting dumped, so I guess I'll just keep waiting and see what happens. Anyways I should probably find out if this party is a drug and alcohol free event before I get too far ahead of myself.
I was pretty bummed about having to write essays for classes. But now that I've started one, I've changed my mind. It's easier than I remember. Or perhaps it is because the topic is argument, something my sister and I know a lot about.
I'm Still Alive?
I survived an entire week of band camp surprisingly enough. I've made some amazing new friends. So I guess I'm not so sad about my old friends not really talking to me much on AIM. I'll be friendly and ask them stuff and they just give me fricking one word answers. It's sad I know. But it's life.
Today was my first day of my "collegiate career". Woo. Chem was crazy. There was like 200+ people in there and not enough seats. The professor seems awesome. That was at 8f-ingAM. At 9:30 I had Racism in American Society. Wow. That will be interesting. It's really tense in there. I'm really not the type of person who wants to deal with those issues but maybe it will be good for me to face my fears and confront them. Next I had English Comp 2 at noon. Finally a small class. The teacher seems like an older Mr. Reid. Quite the funny guy. And then I had Calculus 3 at two. With an eccentric professor, I'm sure it will bring back many fond memories of last year. Do you agree? :-b There's only like 4 other girls in that class and 50 guys.
It is super hot outside. I miss crowded hallways now. And lockers. I want to bring my books to study even though I won't need them for class. But taking my Tablet to class and chatting and whatnot rocks! I hope tomorrow is ok. I'm way too shy.
Band Camp.... Hoorah!
So I'm in the Herd of Thunder now. I'm stunned at how many people are in it. Around 225 or something. On any given day there's like 12 or 14 baritones. It's crazy! I like having a big section but it's hard to get to know everyone especially because we are always flippin grouped with the trombones and tenor saxes. But it's been fun so far and the people are awesome!
I found Jesus and Eddie! They are the only people I really know. I don't get to see Eddie much because he's in drumline but Jesus and I have been hanging out a lot, just like the good ole days as freshmen. Oh wait we are freshmen. Well that sucks.
So marching is a pain in the glutes! I meant that litterally as well.
My facebook friends list keeps growing everyday. I'm so happy I got Jesus addicted. He's been going to the library just to get on it and now he's using his roomie's laptop. That's bananas!
I really miss Dreamboat. And Llama. And all sorts of people. No one im's me anymore because everyone is so busy with school. Bullshit. I should start dialing numbers. And I would if my arms didn't hurt so much so I could hold the phone to my ear. Band is wearing me down. But I like it. We shall see how it goes.
